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05:11am 22/12/2006
 
mood: thoughtful
On a piece of paper I've been carrying around...maybe I'll finish them off someday...


Everybody is the sum
of their desires.
Our hopes, our dreams,
we strive to achieve.
Without them, there's just
no point.
How can we live today,
if we can't see
tomorrow?



The center cannot hold
Everything falls away.
Spinning into darkness.
Is this the final day?



Locked in silence
Trapped by fear
If I said the words
Would she even hear?
Or turn her head and smile?




Mistakes made
Hearts broken.
To save my own
Dishonesty saves the day.		  
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01:32am 14/12/2006
 
mood: thoughtful
Well, been a lot going on lately...too much to go into, and I'm trying to avoid babbling to the (nearly) faceless public that may read this journal. Long story short, due to some things that have been going on in my life lately, I'm seriously considering going back to school. Bachelor of Health Sciences...addictions couselling. It's something I considered years ago, but never really followed up on. I think I just might go for it now though. I've been helping some people lately, and it's been working out fairly good. I just don't know if I could fit in with the establishment image of what a counsellor is though lol. Although I'd actually prefer working shelters, and detox centers with a higher percentage of younger people, as opposed to clinical settings, or family services. Gives a little more leeway, and it's more the type of people I can relate to, having gone through the same problem when I was younger.

Something to think about, I guess...		  
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03:27am 06/12/2006
 
mood: bitchy
Since everyone and their damn dog is taking this thing, I thought I'd give it a shot...yup...bar stars and players of the world unite!!!









  
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01:22am 14/10/2006
 
mood: tired
music: The Wake -- Abney Park
Aaaaaaand, done! Damn, makes me glad I wasn't an insane poster, posting multiple times a day. Even using Semagic to delete the entries, it took well over 2 hours to get rid of all the old entries. LJ really needs to implement a mass-delete function for posts hehe Anyways, I'm beat, so I'm running off to bed.		  
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07:13am 13/10/2006
 
mood: calm
Well, the time has come at last...

I'm burying the past, and starting over. Starting a new life, and getting rid of the old baggage. While I will miss them, I think it's a good idea to delete the journal. Not the journal itself, but all the old posts. No need to keep going over them time and time again, living in the past, and the "might have beens". A new life, a new love, and a clean start is what I'm shooting for. Moving back into the city in January, welcoming an old friend of 9 years into my home, and making it "our" home.

So, here's to clearing out the old, and ushering in the new.		  
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